But if any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God....(James 1:15). Maybe, just maybe, the disciples failed here as I have many times before. AW Pink has said, "Prayer is not so much an act as it is an attitude—an attitude of dependency, dependency upon God." Now, while I still believe prayer to indeed be an act as well as an attitude, I think the key is dependency upon God. The disciples possible lack of this attitude in their casting out attempt could be at the core of their inability, no? Self-dependence is a strong enemy of prayer. A few short verses after this encounter, the disciples were arguing over who was greatest. What does the content of their argument reveal about their heart attitudes? Seems a short walk from self-reliance in the case of the demon-possessed boy to the prideful discourse about personal greatness, yes? "Why could we not cast it out?" Reading through the Westminster Confession, I see in the section on the commandments something interesting. As the various commandments are enumerated, they are expounded by dealing with BOTH what duties are commanded, and as a logical conclusion, what is forbidden. In other words, God says "don't make a graven image to worship...." and by it we know what to DO and what NOT TO DO. Jesus tells the disciples, "this kind cannot be driven out by anything but prayer." In that statement we can see the messages, "don't trust yourself to accomplish these ends," AND "rely only on God." Perhaps I've read too much into this passage. I'd love to hear your comments. What I know, is that I've been caused this morning to reflect upon my own self-reliance, and my sometimes confusion about the lack of results (or the nature of the results) I see. God is not vindictive to His children, so I know that His revelation of my own pride, illusion of personal strength, and self-reliance are for my sanctification. Prayer is a grace that God has given to us to aid us in the putting off of these traits. When I pray, I'm conceding that I don't have the answer, I don't have the strength and ability required to accomplish any end. He does. ONLY He does. May God grant me the grace to pray not just as a list item, but to KNOW Him better, and as a result depend on Him more. Otherwise, I'll continue asking like the disciples, "what happened? the results were quite different than my expectations. I did everything I knew how to do, and it just didn't work." "Well," asks various texts of Scripture, "did you turn FROM you and TO the Lord in prayer?" Seems simple enough, but elusive enough to escape the grasp of both the disciples and myself at times. Have you just poured out your heart about a bunch of concerns, problems etc to a friend only to have them respond, "well did you pray about it yet?" And you have to embarrassingly admit, "well, no, not yet"? Yeah, it's sort of like that. We need reminding sometimes. I need reminding a lot. This passage served such a purpose, for which I'm thankful. I know this post went way beyond a drop of thought LOLOL, but it's just some random thoughts. What are yours? ---Philipians 4:6 do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Prayer-The Expression of Selfless Reliance on God
But if any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God....(James 1:15). Maybe, just maybe, the disciples failed here as I have many times before. AW Pink has said, "Prayer is not so much an act as it is an attitude—an attitude of dependency, dependency upon God." Now, while I still believe prayer to indeed be an act as well as an attitude, I think the key is dependency upon God. The disciples possible lack of this attitude in their casting out attempt could be at the core of their inability, no? Self-dependence is a strong enemy of prayer. A few short verses after this encounter, the disciples were arguing over who was greatest. What does the content of their argument reveal about their heart attitudes? Seems a short walk from self-reliance in the case of the demon-possessed boy to the prideful discourse about personal greatness, yes? "Why could we not cast it out?" Reading through the Westminster Confession, I see in the section on the commandments something interesting. As the various commandments are enumerated, they are expounded by dealing with BOTH what duties are commanded, and as a logical conclusion, what is forbidden. In other words, God says "don't make a graven image to worship...." and by it we know what to DO and what NOT TO DO. Jesus tells the disciples, "this kind cannot be driven out by anything but prayer." In that statement we can see the messages, "don't trust yourself to accomplish these ends," AND "rely only on God." Perhaps I've read too much into this passage. I'd love to hear your comments. What I know, is that I've been caused this morning to reflect upon my own self-reliance, and my sometimes confusion about the lack of results (or the nature of the results) I see. God is not vindictive to His children, so I know that His revelation of my own pride, illusion of personal strength, and self-reliance are for my sanctification. Prayer is a grace that God has given to us to aid us in the putting off of these traits. When I pray, I'm conceding that I don't have the answer, I don't have the strength and ability required to accomplish any end. He does. ONLY He does. May God grant me the grace to pray not just as a list item, but to KNOW Him better, and as a result depend on Him more. Otherwise, I'll continue asking like the disciples, "what happened? the results were quite different than my expectations. I did everything I knew how to do, and it just didn't work." "Well," asks various texts of Scripture, "did you turn FROM you and TO the Lord in prayer?" Seems simple enough, but elusive enough to escape the grasp of both the disciples and myself at times. Have you just poured out your heart about a bunch of concerns, problems etc to a friend only to have them respond, "well did you pray about it yet?" And you have to embarrassingly admit, "well, no, not yet"? Yeah, it's sort of like that. We need reminding sometimes. I need reminding a lot. This passage served such a purpose, for which I'm thankful. I know this post went way beyond a drop of thought LOLOL, but it's just some random thoughts. What are yours? ---Philipians 4:6 do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.
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